It won’t last!

It won’t last,

i shall bulge,

swayed by the tide,

no joy shall stay forever,

relapse has become my favorite word,

of pain,

this dreaded voice,

spelling trouble and terribly scary,

wish to live without it,

being back to normal,

self killing filtered from my life,

learning to live with the devils,

a hyper mind,

why can’t I sleep for the whole day?

better still,

running away from everything,

carving a new identity,

a new me,

only to be caught and trapped by the shadow,

eerie silence,

ghost of the past,

i shall reach,

overcoming everything,

after all, i have come a long way,

holding myself,

So what?

A bumpy journey,

vulnerable in mind, soul and flesh.

 

Love

V