Bearing thy pain in the heart!
Why should thee tell the world of tribulations faced in the journey of life!
It’s my burden! I gotta carry the weight on my shoulders.
I am a seeker in the experimental journey laden with tribulations.
I shall not reach for others for I know it’s my battle.
Everyday, I strive to face the battle of live and dunno how many years it may take me.
At times, I feel like abandoning everything and drop dead.
I feel battered and defeated at life’s surprises.
But, I shall get up and keep moving at snail place to make my place under the sun.
I shall not vent out my feeling and asking for compassion.
It’s an emotional turmoil.
But, that’s my life.
I will not reach to you to ask for empathy and sympathy coz it’s my own fight to face the harsh reality.
It’s not your cross but mine that I shall carry to eternity.
You may ask if everything alright, I nod with a smile and keep moving.
It may be a mystery for you but not for me.
My heart only knows how much I can take within and have come to terms with reality.
I shall not fight against my circumstances but accept things the way they are.
It’s destiny. It’s my fate.
Yes! My dreams and aspirations can wait and they shall.
I shall not be a load on people,
a promise I made to the self.
I am relishing my silence,
a mute silence.
Life sometimes deals a blow to us.
What matters is to be able to stand up with dignity and keep walking in silence.