Silence, pain and lonely battle


Bearing thy pain in the heart!

Why should thee tell the world of tribulations faced in the journey of life!

It’s my burden! I gotta carry the weight on my shoulders.

I am a seeker in the experimental journey laden with tribulations.

I shall not reach for others for I know it’s my battle.

Everyday, I strive to face the battle of live and dunno how many years it may take me.

At times, I feel like abandoning everything and drop dead.

I feel battered and defeated at life’s surprises.

But, I shall get up and keep moving at snail place to make my place under the sun.

I shall not vent out my feeling and asking for compassion.

It’s an emotional turmoil.

But, that’s my life.

I will not reach to you to ask for empathy and sympathy coz it’s my own fight to face the harsh reality.

It’s not your cross but mine that I shall carry to eternity.

You may ask if everything alright, I nod with a smile and keep moving.

It may be a mystery for you but not for me.

My heart only knows how much I can take within and have come to terms with reality.

I shall not fight against my circumstances but accept things the way they are.

It’s destiny. It’s my fate.

Yes! My dreams and aspirations can wait and they shall.

I shall not be a load on people,

a promise I made to the self.

I am relishing my silence,

a mute silence.

It’s fine.

Life sometimes deals a blow to us.

What matters is to be able to stand up with dignity and keep walking in silence.

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11 thoughts on “Silence, pain and lonely battle

    • We are in the same boat but slowly, we will reach our end as our journey will be flooded with happiness. Wish you immense joy and hope ur life will be filled with happiness. It’s a matter of time, Tazein and ur words & kindness means a lot to me:)

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  2. As you said, we are all in the same boat at some point in our lives. We all still continue to strive forward every morning we wake up. Let’s try to live it while we have the chance.
    Cheers
    🙂

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