The state of “Being”,self-consciousness of existence.

Hiya back into business..blogging my way up…Life seems to be a roller-coaster where we meet all kind of challenge.It seems to be a game we win some while we lose some..In this journey of life we meet so many good souls who mark a change in our respective lives..they can be our friends,our teachers,our parents and the women in our lives..Life is in itself an art..an art which has to be lived no matter what happens to us and it is only if we have realised this art that tragedies such as Death,illness or any kind of deception is rendered redundant.
What is life for you and for any other ordinary mortal?Money,love,Education..and going to an extreme the lost of a dear one,going bankrupt,break-up of a relationship?Picture this out:You have joined college,enjoying your college life to the most,have a beautiful girlfriend who is the absolutely the envy of all existing males,have a healthy sex life with her.Post-college you marry her,have beautiful and wonderful kids,start your own business and raking billions of dollars or pound sterling.Is this the end of the road?There are so many of us in this world who have lived life half-way..no time to enjoy every ounce of happiness or happy living..work work and work..then,one day you are burn-out..heart disease,cancer and you are gone..Is this the kind of material achievement you wanted..
Spirituality I feel is very important..try to understand your own needs as an individual,making a difference in People’s lives as it gives you countless satisfaction.Satisfaction is one thing which can be measured on a scale of one to ten.It cannot be quantified from one period of time to another or from your perspective or Jill or Jane’s perspective.It is the process of still discovering your self..It’s like having a brush with death and coming back and still you are caught unaware that Death has gently touched you just as the gush of wind stroking your hair or face..
I know that’s crazy what I’m contemplating or just trying to push People to think about Life as the cause of Death or Death as the cause of life..Can Death really happens or is life eternal..?There some philosophy or way of life who stipulate that a person can never die and if he or she dies in materialistic form, he continue to be eternally there with you guarding over or trying to convey an upcoming event which might happen to you..Can it be..can’t really say because there things which lay beyond our human comprehension..things which even scientists have failed to explain..Now,I’m going to narrate to you not a story but something related to me by a family member..I trust the People..believe it if you want but to each their own interpretation:
One relative of mine was taken ill suddenly..Sudden illness is associated with all kind of thoughts.One fineday someone who was very close to her and died long time back appeared in her life..not in her dreams nor in her imagination but was virtually here in her life,in her room,in her private belonging,her house.She was talking to her and her daughter”Your are ill..how you feeling now..the time I have lived in this world..you were always there for me”.
Now,how would you explain it..this state of being,this state of metaphysical..the coming into being of the soul,the soul which never cease to exist…the state of creation of the human life out of the embryo..I haven’t got my answer to life’s existence..did you?This theory called life which continues and the “Here-after” of human existence..So beautiful can the proses of life be..never say good night because by anyhow the sun will rise and to that I have no defined answer to the words and phrases I’m trying to use..can the sentences be predictable or can anything be predictable at all?Decisions can be made by us or outside the purview of our existence.This post..I wasn’t planning it or shaping it on its present course but it just turned out that way…..